Ok surgery was last Wed. 7/22. I'm home but feeling so overwhelmed and anxious.
I have to take thyroid meds and also take some other sanity meds and trying to get back in the swing of things. DH is doing great but I'm having the difficulties getting it together. I'm still feeling very weak, tired, frustrated, etc. Not hungry which is good but just overwhelmed. I'm sure my nutritionist has told me a million times how to take my meds/vits etc. but I am having a mental block. I finally found some liquid protein that I am able to tolerate and am working my way up on that, no vitamins yet, have started back my thryoid and other stuff. I feel like everything I sip on other than water falls to the bottom of my whatever and just sits there like rocks. I hate feeling nauseaous and that is causing mental blockage on taking the vitamins and other stuff. I know how important it is to get this stuff down but it's like how is it all gonna fit?
? I hate that everything is mostly sweet flavored so I tried some broth sat. night and I honestly felt like I might have been dumping, cramping, nausea, sweating, etc.
I don't know just rambling, feel like crying, trying to get through this part so I can move my ass on and get on with it already.